.: Poison :.

I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much

I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous

Poison ...
Your poison running through my veins
I hope to find a little peace of mind
And I just want to know who can heal those tiny broken hearts

--------------------------------almost end of July

.: Again :.

Suddenly the memories came back to me in my
Mind

How can I be strong I've asked myself
Time and time I've said
That I'll never fall in love with you again

A wounded heart you gave
My soul you took away
Good intentions you had many
I know you did

I come from a place that hurts
And God knows how I've cried
And I never want to return
never fall again


Lyrics : Again by Janet Jackson

.: Everything Happens For A Reason :.

Sometimes people come into you life and you know right away that they were meant to be there..to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obtacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experience can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautions to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionaly, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appriciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.

Talk to people to whom you have never talked to before, and actualy listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you have every right to do.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.

Shares this with anyone whom you believe has made a difference in your life.....

.: Probably :.

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never imagine every minute without you in my life
Oh, how you left me so fast ..

Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky
To have had the the chance to love you this much
God, give me a moments grace
Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

.: What Is Love :.

What is love?
What is love I asked?
When someone always be there for you, knows all your problems, and still be able to put a smile upon your face.. Is that love?
Or when someone tell you that you are not the one who has problems.. Is that love?
When someone said "I love you" look you in the eyes and said "I really love you" .. Is that love?
Or when someone tell you "I love you" over the phone 100 times... Is that love?
When someone want to have crazy kids with you .. Is that love?
When someone always talk about you to his mom.. Is that love?
When someone is happy for you because you finally find someone new.. Is that love?
When you don't have to call and his name is on your caller id .. Is that love?
Or when you are waiting for his name on your caller id and keep you waiting.. Is that love?
When someone smile at you and said you are the best girl I've ever met.. Is that love?
Or when someone is with you because you are his dream.. Is that love?
When someone wants to marry you and be the first guy.. Is that love?
Or when you have to beg someone to even talk about marriage with you.. Is that love?
When someone never makes you wait, never makes you hope, and just be right there.. Is that love?
Or when you always wait, always hoping, have faith in them, and you just never know what will happen.. Is that love?
When you are happy when that someone is around.. Is that love?
When you are happy when that someone is not around.. Is that love?
When someone hugs you all through the night and never let go.. Is that love?
Or when you hug someone because you are afraid that he will leave you.. Is that love?
When you feel special around him.. Is that love?
Or when you feel that you are a pathetic little person when you talk to him.. Is that love?
All I know, you can't help who you fall in love for..
Sometimes the person who loves you is not always the person that you love... And there is nothing you can do but to give in... Please, don't fall in love.. The word "fall" is there for a good reason...

.: Happy Anniversary :.

For a year now we've been living together
In something less than marriage, more than friends,
Reasonably happy with each other,
Satisfied to serve our separate ends.
There are no promises, nor should there be,
As we pursue our passions day by day,
Needing only love, which we agree
Need not be guaranteed in any way.
In such a case, there is a case for giving
Very little, just enough to keep
Each even with the common cost of living,
Relating what we sow to what we reap.
So does love die, for love loves not the measure
Allocating carefully its treasure.
Reason may with reason count the cost,
Yet love that is not generous is lost.

.: When You're Gone :.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like youI love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

PS : this song is dedicated for MKL